"Interracial Relationships" and the Pushing of Dating Black Men

Those who know me or starting to get to know based on social network sites know that I'm not to fondly about "interracial relationships" in this country. I have my reasons which I will address via this post. This country was and is built on racism, there's no way around it. Is it right, is it wrong I cannot answer because EVERYONE IN THIS COUNTRY IS RACIST. The first thing that comes to mind when one speaks of racism in this country is relations with blacks and whites. This country does a phenomenal job of sweeping racism that doesn't involve Blacks under the rug. My perception on it is White America's guilt of slavery and mistreatment of blacks has created this perception of "we must do everything possible to embrace blacks and look out for blacks". The racism still burns within White America but since it has become taboo to criticize and blame Blacks for negativity in society, the blame and hatred has moved over to Latinos, particularly Latinos with traces from Mexico and Central America. Bad economy, it's the "mexicans" fault. No jobs, it's the "mexicans" fault. Crime and overpopulation, it's the mexicans fault. There is but one problem and that is, well, if you take the time to look at this countries statistics, you will see that Black Males rank HIGHEST in STDs, Prison Population, illiteracy, Crime and single parenting. Of course you have the brainwashed liberals who claim they do not "see color" but yet these are the same people who are open to dating outside their race but do so with only ONE particular race. For white men it's asian women and more importantly white women, they do so with Black males. Why not Latinos I ask? After all, you'd figure a country so caught up with the lighter the skin the higher society thinks of you, we are lighter than blacks. We speak two languages, we're far more passionate and from my experiences, more truthful, honest and hard working than blacks. Is this not "good enough?" Apparently for white women it's not. Look around, wherever you turn we see nothing but "interracial relationships" where the woman is white and man is black. Could it be that white women are attracted to criminals, guys that will fuck you, leave you pregnant and leave? Are they attracted to uneducated, promiscuous STD carrying men? And here's the sad part, these are all the things they blame latinos for!!!!! Well, the more and more you look, this country pushes the acceptance of black males and asks to degrade and discriminate latinos and for what reasons? The stats are right in front of our eyes but yet White America CHOOSES to ignore them because they're too afraid to be seen as bigots although this is what they are doing with Hispanic community. Why do I question and go after these simple.. I mean "open-minded" white women? Because the hypocrisy in what they believe is so sad you cannot help but laugh at it. Of course they're excuses of "I see no color" "I date humans not colors" I'm open to dating all races" bullshit can be thrown right out the door when you ask them "well, have you dated a latino before?" This is where you insert the blank stare or the changing of subjects. The same applies to Asian men and Middle Eastern men. You see, this country is so caught up on sucking that black dick that it will never see who truly is destroying this country and how the only reason they date white women is to "get back at the crackers". Stop living in a clouded world and look around, is it a coincidence that highest crime amongst interracial relationships involves black men and white women? But again... I'm just a "crazy ignorant racist"

So it Begins.........

Where do I start? For about 2 years now, I have been using the wonderful tool that is the internet and numerous social sites online to express my feeling, beliefs, opinions and discrepancies of what is the life of this character Dannyskywalker. To say I'm misunderstood is an extreme understatement. Even those closest to me don't truly know how I am and lately, I don't know who I am or what I am becoming? In all honesty, I can say there is a change in me but not one for the better I believe. I see myself questioning things more, I see nothing but the worst in people and I see myself living in a world that is becoming something I believe I am not fit to live in. As I write this, my head and thoughts are all going in different directions. I'm losing hope in humans making the proper decisions and more importantly, the thing I believed in the most: fairness, is proving to be but a mirage and make believe utopia that I will never attain. Every day, I get older, my hair, thinner, my patience just as if not more thinner than my falling hair. Grey hairs multiplying like 2 hormone crazed rabbits among my beard. My "expiration date" getting closer and closer to moving me from the clearance section in the supermarket to the unforgiving, retched and putrid garbage component in the alley. This, as Freddie Mercury once said, "crazy little thing called love" is making me just that: crazy. I have become this self questioning paranoid that feels he will never find someone to be there for him and understand him. I am seeing myself leaving the happy pretend land that is the world of optimism and entering the cold, hard and realistic world that is pessimism. I'm blaming things, trends, hating different ethnic groups and couples essentially wanting what they have. In my mind I know I deserve better. The obstacles that life has put in my way, I have somewhat managed to handle and overcome but this is a fight I'm getting closer and closer to doing what the French did in WWII: surrender. It seems the harder I try, the harder I fail. The more I look for help and answers, the less are out there. It's a slow and painful death similar to cancer although this death lurks longer and there is no chemo for loneliness. At this point, if you are still reading, you are either laughing wholeheartedly or sympathizing with me but it's either one of the two extremes. The loneliness is killing me inside and is making me into a monster that cannot look a black male dating a hispanic or white female in the face without wanting to pulverize their face in and let my anger and frustration out. What makes this person better than I? What makes a white woman choose to date a black male without second doubts but not a "mexican"? Even worse, what makes a latina want to choose to date someone out of their race who is statistically a worse person and yet look at me in disgust and ashamed? Why has this country made it so difficult for a latino to succeed but yet they do everything possible for the black man to? These things are driving me to point of insanity and my heart is becoming full of anger and pain, something I do not want. I want things to change but I do not see this occurring. More and more you see couples of all sorts with black males but not one with a 27 year old latino. What makes me so unattractive? I am an honest, hardworking, strong values type of guy who would try 3 times as harder than any other guy but it's still not good enough. I truly hope something changes for the better soon because I'm getting to that point... the point of no return....